Stripping

haha catchy title huh ? Well since the beginning of this wonderful year I have been through a lot already I feel like God is really working on me and I am being so stubborn. I am at the point where I give up and am going to let him back in the driver seat ( I dont remember when we swapped seats) He seems to be stripping me of all the negative (but pleasurable ) things in my life from relationships, situations, to mind sets. He is constantly poking me reminding me that he is watching and listening and reading my thoughts. Bro Jono has been on fire in the pulpit and I feelk like he is preaching to me and me only. Everytime he looks at me I am like thanks God I am listening. This has been so hard on me I am ready to settle down and be in a relationship but obviously God keeps telling me No he's not right for you. My mind and heart are constantly at battle my heart says go get in a relationship but my mind says no stay in God's word. arghhhhhh I hate always fighting with my thoughts and actions. My thoughts keep getting in the way. I am excited yet scared to death to see how much God strips away but also cant wait to see what he puts in my hands and path