pondering…

As I sit here and ponder my thoughts for today I think to myself what if I had taken a different path what if the decisions I made were different....where would I be? Lost,found,married,dead,dropout. ...I know that I am on this path for a reason but still I am always pondering these things. I wish I could get one re-do.  But then the question is what one thing would I change.  If I really thought this out I'd probably have like fifty billion different things. But the one thing I'd change would be the day my dad came to the highway house and showed mom and I the x rays of his diaphragm and told us he was taking one doctors opinion and was going to have surgery. I'd tell him no get a second opinion I'd tell him to take care of himself to never miss a doctors apt ever again to focus on himself and God. I'd probably spend more time with him no matter what a certain someone said I'd probably tell her how I felt and give her a piece of my mind. So the question to yourself is if you could change one moment what would you change and what would happen afterwards because of that different decision