Lost in thought

Well this week is going to be pretty easy going i have a few things going on but otherwise I'm just going to try to relax because i start school in a few weeks. As i have spent the past few days in though i am constantly reminded how much i am missing something in my life …not sure exactly what i know my weak points but not sure what is missing . My walk with Christ is not where it needs to be and it grieves my heart that I have let is slip to this level. I will be going in a few weeks on a ski trip and will be spending it with my college/career and our youth group i am pretty excited. I need this trip for a renewal. I miss my close walk with God and I know it is going to take me setting aside all things and leaning only on him, Bro Jono was talking about witchcraft last night and how rebellion is a side step of witchcraft the more i think about it i am starting to agree because the more i disobey God and myself the more I am filling myself with the world and all the things around me ..Britney Spears has a song and i know one of the lyrics “living in sin is the new trend” trena and I were talking about it and we both agreed that it is a true statement this world is going to hell in a hand basket we live for now not for the long run. I am not perfect my conscience beats me up a lot because i know to do the right thing its just sometimes, in the words of bro jono, i like to take the easy way out of a situation. I am still working on ME i feel like it is going to be a never ending job/ battle but I'm here to take on the world and not lose myself