Sitting on the dock of the bay

School why do you consume my soul. It burdens me to know that I am not doing as well as I wish to but as hard as I try I can not meet the expectations I have laid down for myself. Radiology has denied me and yet I still feel so led to keep pushing ...so I will. In a years time I will apply again and see where my life will go from there. I really want to be in the radiology program I know that Lord willing and if it is in his plan for me to be apart of this then he will make it all work out...I just have to keep reminding myself that he knows how everything plays out ...what looks like a dead end to me is exactly what he wants