Fill my cup

How do you express your emotions when you are filled so much with Christ that every song brings you to tears and every verse I read makes my heart skip a beat. Last night we had a reconciliation service and I though I'll go but nothing is gonna be said pointed towards me....I was sooo wrong. God has really been dealing with my heart he is pealing the many layers of my flesh back and I love it. I am falling in love with the Lord more than ever. I am not a very emotional person I dont cry or hug but lately its been the opposite. Listening to my pandora radio all the praise songs just touch so deep. This morning during my quiet time God just filled my bedroom and spoke to me through the proverbs and it was beautiful. I am not perfect and he is showing me that but he is also showing me that I must turn to him and listen and ask for help when I need it. God you are so great. My hearts desire right now is to go on a mission trip I feel like God is really pressing that towards me. I am a working progress( meaning i keep moving forward not backward) I know that the Lord is going to provide the way for me to do his work I must be patient :)